Watch as they take turns remembering to forget what they saw.
Pay close attention to how quickly the situation at hand turns from playful to bad, from bad to ugly, and from ugly to vile.
It’s seldom that one human being lowers their guard enough to show another that they have almost completely forgot all aspects of evolution we’ve gathered over the years. To observe someone of the same design devolve into their primitive form is near nauseating.
Keep an eye open, consciously, while the primate-like protagonists begin their "see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil" charade that begins shortly before and after the act.
Listen to the insolent hollers escaping the alpha male’s mouth and listen closer as they fill the ears connected to his envious crowd.
It’s one group of words that is sure to never fall on deaf ears. In actuality those hollers can captivate the rowdiest pack of men enough to have them sitting indian style, on a rug, in circle, eagerly waiting story time. And the story at hand comes with pictures, the story at hand has the potential to reach the masses, and the story at hand will have all truth stretched from one side of campus to the other.
Notice the spectators increasingly grow in size, in depth, impatient, and in curiosity. Make a mental note as the flooded area separates into fractions based on their view of the situation:
½ hover around not sure of what they're seeing, thinking, or feeling but they don’t know him and they don’t know her, so they don’t/won’t interfere. They just blend in and look on.
¼ consists of his friends that will all take what they saw and eventually jazz up the details to tell this story as if it were their own.
¼ made up of the average closet creep that will use what they saw as material the next time they’re lonely and under the sheets.
It's shocking how simple math becomes when applied to situations like these. Now, if only "Advanced Voyeurism" was an elective, your GPA wouldn't be as low as you'll feel tomorrow.Feel the room sway in unison as each person moves either one step left or one step right just to get a better view past the heads of the people in front of them. The only thing separating the stars of the show from the bystanders acting as the audience is the blockade of ¼ best friends making sure nobody gets a better view than they do. And all this bobbing is in anticipation for the great finish. The moment is as close as he is and her respect is as lost as she is.
It’s hard to turn your head away from a burning building and it’s too tough to look past a car crash. By nature our necks turn to rubber when something we rarely see is presented to us. However, doing the right thing is even rarer than everything that went on tonight. For her it’s wrong place, wrong time and for him it’s right place, right time.
Ignore the fingers being pointed and hide your laughter as it’s forming due to the new nicknames being produced. Almost instantaneously, as soon as the spectacle comes to an end, the entire space will clear out. She won’t be alone though. She’s not the only one that’ll turn red. A wave of guilt will sweep in from the backdoor and will blow past each individual that took the liberty of watching the gratis exhibition. The force alone will turn the skin of everyone involved a bright burgundy shade. Although a temporary side effect brought on by guilt, it will jog the memory of all immersed and remind them that minutes earlier they were as human as she is.
It’s in that moment when anyone who walked by without saying a word will get weak in the knees, and it’s in that moment that anyone pretending it wasn’t happening will get struck by reality. It’s the moment when anyone insisting it was a good idea will leave feeling filthy, and it’s in that moment when anyone remembering to forget what they saw will have the images of the night embedded in their brain permanently.
It’s in that moment when laughter would ensue if it weren’t for the story being 100% true.
2 comments:
I've probably read this post more times than I did any of the others, and I guess I have a bad habit of doing that anyway sometimes. Reading, absorbing; rereading, reabsoring. Repeat process 3 more times for complete satisfaction.
I've spent a long time thinking about this, too, and probably will continue to for a while. Maybe it's your writing style, the story itself, the way you organize things together, how you word the images and facts, or maybe just that you bring forth certain realizations that can almost, for the most part, connect to any given situation.
Or maybe it's everything mentioned and the mere fact I enjoy your writing so much anyway and always look forward to what else you put here to share. This may quite possibley be the reason I also wish so often I were inside your head (I bet that's actually really weird to admit).
Out of curiousity, which fraction would you consider yourself falling under?
-xo.
Ok, I seriously just caught my food on fire.
-xo.
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